Most of the time I am so grateful to have Sasha but sometimes I am so sad because I miss her so much. She is not the Sasha she once was. She doesn’t want to play, dance, sing or interact. The days that I am sad, I get so angry about the decisions that we made. About having her go in for surgery, about all the complications she had. All I can say is that I miss my little girl even though she is still is here. Lately her days are filled with walks and whining.
All I have to say is that I want my little girl back….I want December back.
Jon and Pam,
ReplyDeleteThere are no clever-pretend-insightful-profound things to say. I think about you all the time and I wish things were different for you. I only want that you find your way through wholly intact and more.
Love
Paul Bullock
Thanks Paul, you are a great listener, adviser and cheerleader and that is everything we need! Beside a 2T liver of course. Hi Charles, Lindsay, Tommy and Max!Have fun with the new one.
ReplyDeleteLots of love
Jonathan